lonliness

I’m feeling pretty alone right now.I’m alone right now, depressed if you will. I’m sitting here thinking about friends, school, life and tings beyond that.Except the bad this that this is becoming a very regular thing, I sit here writing depressing little notes into the little updates thing that everyone see's. I mean I’ve got a fair few friends, (good friends sometimes) Mitch, Owen, Jordy and Lochie. And yet I’m still lonely. Maybe it’s a female problem, it probably is, and it usually is. But what can I do about it, nothing not a thing. I mean I’m pretty depressed sometimes but not like I’m about to go Slitzy Mcgee and slice myself up, that’s just stupid. I just sit here and think that’s all, just run all of these little thoughts through my head. I’m just being melodramatic I know but I don’t care. I hear all these things from friends like, even if you’re sad and lonely and in a pit of depression god’s light will still warm you, he will be there for you. But I think about that I don’t think about I really believe because I just ask I don’t receive. I spose millions of people have it harder, I guess I gotta open a can of harden the **** uphaha you thought I was gunna swear but I didn’t.