starlight

At this very moment I’m sitting outside on top of my neighbour’s roof, staring into the sky.
I’ve been thinking about doing this for a while, so after watching a few hours of anime and writing a little blog I ventured out, scaled the fence, layed down and for some reason this is one of the most amazing moments in my life. I knew this would be great but I never imagined I would feel so full or enlightened by this. I'm a very strong believer in that the best things in life are free. I’m very cold though. Gazing into this whirlpool of stars and lights is giving me the most amazing thoughts. It’s just that inspirational. All that's left now is to smile humbly and think about how insignificant I am, it’s ever so belittling. This is probably the most peaceful thing I’ve ever experienced. I could spend hours looking at these stars but I know in my mind this will last forever. There’s no noise, no wind or clouds its just perfect. I really don't want to go to sleep, I’m not tired but its 3.20am so I reckon I should. I’d rather just lay here enjoying this wholesome feeling.
I can tell from these moments of great happiness that my life is going to be amazing...

forgiveness

So I’ve been thinking so much about so many things lately and watching avatar this evening has helped me realize some things. People hold so many petty things against each other. A wise man once told me that learning to forgive is the hardest thing in life to do, but it will be the key to happiness in life. I'm beginning to figure it all out. I believe that through justifying peoples reason for doing something is the key to forgiving them. For example if someone does something wrong by you they must have a reason for doing so, by identifying this and then justifying it. It’s all to do with reasons. I know that I'm going to be a much happier person
I'd be happy for life to turn out with me as an wise man somewhere in between uncle Iroh and uncle Ned. Being a cheerful old guitar playing hedonist, what a dream? Always being able to forgive will mean that you can always love...

maths lesson

when sleep is bestowed nightmares come
the morning brings a gate of freedom
so when the time is brought that path i enter
this day now brings a chance for laughter






if only you knew the meaning



by simon and mitch